I have always delt with depression as far back as 12, I am really not a mean person ever unless your my husband (lol) But with being on this birth control I got to the point where I wanted to rip my own hair out of my head and was always upset about everything. So I got off of it and have been off for about 1 week and 4 days. I have been so depressed and down about everything, My panic attacks haven't been showing up as much but that doesnt mean they won't. Its like the things I thought was fun just really isnt fun anymore.
I have two beautiful kids and a husband who does anything for anyone but I am not happy, I really dont think anything makes me happy anymore, except reading the bible. I have to push myself out of bed and even then its hard to do stuff. I don't know what is going on with me and I dont want to be put on some meds that make me into a zombie. I just want to be me again..... and hopefully soon !!!
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You are you, but just having a hard time. Understand this is all chemical that is causing this. It will pass, just be patient. It took a while to get in your system and will take a while to get out. Women were never meant to take birth control. If so God would have give you a button. When you get down, do something in your room, gideons room or somewhere else. It will be hard to get started, but once you do time will pass and so will the feelings. I know waht started at 12 and I am working on it.
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I feel like this sometimes too. There are days when I dislike everything and sometimes want to give up but then I wake one day and I'm fine. I hope you start feeling better soon.
(Don't rip your hair out lol most people don't look good bald) :)
Every morning when you wake up Praise the Lord. Even if you are still laying in the bed. Just sing praises unto the King. Before you know it you will be jumping out of that bed every morning w/ great praise.
Praise him before you go to bed. When you sing a song before you go to bed that song will be w/ you all night.
Keep praising him in the valley & on the mountian. God will deliver you completly.
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